Plateau

(a cliche)
in darkness, you can see the faintest light
hope shines brightest in darkness.

i feel like i hit my peak.

there's not much i can do better at. i could do something else but it's just relearning something different, not taking my level beyond where i'm at.

i feel like i let go of the things i tried that i might have gotten good at
and now i'm left without any wagon to ride forward on.